The wording of the universe

“Life, happens when you’re making plans, flying high and shaking hands; the song will write you, you don’t write it. I didn’t mean to fall in love, this rhythm that created us. I was running, we collided…”

This is the first original post I’ve written in about 3 months, the rest have been either songs, or repost with commentary; and yes, I am aware that this includes a song, but I intend to write more than just that. My life has been eventful to say the least, and there’s a lot I could tell you, but I’m going to be very selective about what I share with you guys, not because I don’t want to share, but because I  want to keep some things for myself. Still, my life remains not at all interesting, guys… But I’m going to update you on all things, pony-wise.

  • My mom got a dog, her name is Chewie as in Chewbacca. She’s adorable and tiny. I’m not really into dogs (You’re talking to a cat lady here) but that baby is adorable to say the least, and I’m literally dying over her. I’ll make sure to post a picture of her very, very soon.

dresser and desk

  • We moved into a new House, Everything is still a little too messy, and every times I try to do a little, there’s more and more and more left to do. I think two more weeks and I’ll be done with this. But let me tell you guys, the new house is looking good.
  • A few weeks ago I got a surgery, I had my gallbladder removed. I am all fine now, but still recovering I guess. I was told I was going to be able to go back into my life in two weeks (True) but I would still feel tired and in pain for a couple of months (Also true) So I am in that second stage now.
  • Next week a friend is coming to visit. He’s not just visiting me, he has a lot of things to do in the city, but it’s going to be super nice to get a chance to see him again.


  • Lately I’ve been so into Instagram, it has become my main social network, in fact, I am almost sure that most of the people who check this place, do so because they find the link on my Insta account, so if for some reason you’re into what I post, check it out and follow me!


  • You know this already (Because of course you do) I got into the Planner Community, and I really think I’ve found my niche. I think I’ve never felt more at peace and more accepted on a community as I feel in the Planner Community; as with everything, I’ve seen things I don’t entirely relate to (More on that on future posts), but in general, I feel so connected. So thank you, Planner Girls (for some reason, we’re only -or mainly- girls).


  • I’m saying this, with no intent of getting too deep into it, but I am in a relationship. I am with someone I love deeply, and I care a lot about this person. I don’t really want to tell much, cause… quite honestly, I don’t feel too comfortable; this is ours only. I have the feeling none of us want to really talk about it outside of, well, us. But we’re ok. We’re fine. I’m loving this, guys, he is just amazing. Aren’t you happy for me?

So, that’s it, ponies, I’m going to try to come and do a bit more of real blogging, not just random updates on my life every few months. I swear I have about 10 drafts, but for many reasons, I never got around actually finishing any, mainly because I had things I needed to get out of my system, and now that they’re out, I can go back to actually blogging and you guys can go back to expecting posts.

“With you, I found a new way to live, I see an alternative. Now we started, we can’t stop it. I, I didn’t mean to fall in love, last thing I was thinking of was you and me but, we collided…”

Love, ponies and other lovely things,


BWotW: Conversation

Two months ago I was at The Cheesecake factory and we had a similar conversation over Whatsapp cause I ordered Fish Tacos, and…  this reminded me of that. Originally Posted at Big Words on the Walls on April 2nd 2010… If I’m correct, it was even on the same day that we had that conversation, but 5 years later…

This is an excerpt of a really nice and interesting conversation I had today…

Tomie Kourai:
  I am at Starbucks…
  having a chai tea….
  chai tea at Starbucks?
Tomie Kourai:
  yup… n_n
  That’s like going to Burger King and asking for a Happy Meal
I deeply <3 that man up there…. one of my best friends in the world.
5 years after that conversation; still relevant and still deeply <3 that man up there..

BWotW: Ally McBeal

Originally Posted on Big Words on the Wall, and it’s still making me think about stuff  in life and all that. At the end of everything, Ally didn’t bring an awesome lawyer career, but it brought an awesome person that’s still around… Or maybe it he just came with the wave that was it all… I don’t know… but it’s awesome to still have him around… 

I remember about 10 years ago (I was around 14-13) I had this HUGE girlcrush on Ally McBeal. I loved the woman and I was fascinated by the show, Back then, I wanted be a lawyer, I bought a brown coat I still wear, and black mittens I still have, I wanted to sing “there’s a photo I’ve been looking for, it’s a picture of the boy next door” from the very bottom of my heart. Hell, I wanted to be at that Bar with Vonda Shepard. But most of all, I wanted to fall, deeply, stupidly, irrevocably in love with someone I’d known from childhood.

Then, as soon as the show ended, I crashed into reality. I realized as a lawyer you rarely if ever get the wacky cases Ally gets, I had no neighbors, therefore no photo, and the only friend I had from childhood was a girl I couldn’t really call a friend since we just say hello to each other, so there was no way I could live the series romance. And the Bar? Well, the bar was just a set with a piano girl.
Reality, you bitchy dream-crusher.
The thing is that I just found out Ally is still aired on FOXlife and decided to watch a bit (ok, 28 minutes into it and I still don’t want to change the channel) and suddenly remembered how much I loved the show,and realized, how, in a very weird and unexpected way, I ended up living my Ally McBeal fantasy.
I remember Ally got me connected with one of my still very close friends, I remember all the funky coincidences that made me believe in destiny…
It was a nice time…
I don’t even know why I’m telling you this, it’s just one of those connections you never lose. I am forever attached to Ally… lalala

BWotW: PalePoli

Originally Posted on Big Words on the Wall. A long time ago, but still relevant. Pale Poli has a sort of curse to me, and I’m kind of scared about posting it again.. but here we go. OH and, I never do this, but BEWARE that some of this might be considered NSFW

The day the absolute cathastrophe hit my life, I was writing this post on Palepoli,one of the most amazing mangas I’ve read (nothing beats Uzumaki – Junji Ito but this is so amazing).

The name literally meaning something like ‘Palace of Policy’ and since It’s such a different manga, non-traditional manga, I thought about sharing a couple of pages with you guys cause I KNOW you may like them.
I hope you enjoy the short stories, some of them are connected, and some are not. I personally love most of them.
If you feel curious about reading it, CLICK HERE

BWotW: Your Sugar Sits Untouched

Originally posted on Big Words on the Walls. I didn’t write it, it’s a poem by Emilie Autumn and I’ll post the


Did you know sometimes it frightens me
when you say my name and I can’t see you?
Will you ever learn to materialize before you speak,
impetuous boy, if that’s what you really are
How many centuries since you’ve climbed a balcony
or do you do this every night with someone else?
You tell me that you never leave
and I am almost afraid to believe it
Why is it me you’ve chosen to follow?
Did you like the way I look when I am sleeping?
Was my hair more fun to tangle?
Are my dreams more entertaining?
Do you laugh when I’m complaining that I’m all alone?
Where were you when I searched the sea
for a friend to talk to me?
In a year, Where will you be?
Is it enough for you to steal into my mind
filling up my page with music written in my hand
you know I’ll take the credit for?
I must have made you come to me somehow,
but please try to close the curtains when you leave at night
or I’ll have to find someone to stay and warm me.
Will you always attend my midnight tea parties,
as long as I set your place?
If one day your sugar sits untouched,
Will you have gone forever?
Would you miss me in a thousand years,
when you will dry another’s tears?
But you say you’ll never leave me,
and I wonder if you’ll have the decency
to pass through my wall to the next room
while I dress for dinner.
But when I’m stuck in conversation
with stuffed shirts whose adoration
hurts my ears, where are you then?
Can’t you cut in when I dance with other men?
It’s too late not to interfere with my life,
you’ve already made me a most unsuitable wife
for any man who wants to be the first his bride has slept with;
and you can’t just fly into people’s bedrooms
then expect them to calmly wave goodbye,
you’ve changed the course of history
and didn’t even try.
Where are you now?
Standing behind me?
Taking my hand?
Come, and remind me
who you are.
Have you traveled far?
Are you made of stardust too?
Are the angels after you?
Tell me what I am to do,
But until then I’ll save your side of the bed,
just come and sing me to sleep…
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